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N Thursday, July 09, 2009 / 21:49
WHY?
i've been thinking alot recently...
is it because i finally have some free time?
well not really... i still got work which i have not done...
just postponing my work cause not in the mood to do...
the past few weeks had been tiring... shagged...
the sudden breathing space i created for myself forcedfully...
well... i think the sudden rush of oxygen to my dying brain seem to make it work in overdrive mode suddenly...
i want to pen down my thoughts here...
but i feel i better not do so...
fear the repercussions... from all directions to anyone... so it's better to leave it in my mind for now...

i can only breathe so much for now...
sometimes it's really saffocating... really want to call for help... but all i can manage are gasps...
who can hear me?
coming few weeks will be like being trapped in a vaccum...
next 3 weeks will have 3 groups of people coming in 3 consecutive weeks...
and with less than a week of rest...
2 groups of people will come in for 2 weeks concurrently...
and with less than 1 week of rest (yes yet again)...
the wednesday... which happens to fall on 26th august...
another group of people will come in and soon will be overseas on that sunday...
and that will last for 2 weeks...

that is my schedule till sep... gr8?
i wont even have time to rest... much less celebrate my birthday...
why? i cant seem to find the full ans to the situation i'm in...
well... if you guys catch my hint... book me in advance cause i've really got not much time...
why am i doing all these???
i shall go back into my thoughts to find an answer...

do i really look unhappy?
no i won't deny the fact that i'm unhappy...
but i've always tried to hide my unhappiness, sadness, disappointment behind my mask...
i don't wish to affect the people around me...
but somehow...
it's not working...
is it cause the mask is broken?
or is my hand too tired to even put on the mask?
or is it that i don't even bother anymore?
help......


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